August 2010
WTF Parents.
IT’S NOT MY FUCKING FAULT GIRLS THINK I’M A BITCH AND I DON’T MAKE FRIENDS WITH THEM. i think it’s fucking stupid that you’re TRYING to keep me from hanging out with the ONLY friend I have here right now JUST because he’s a fucking guy and people will think the wrong thing. JUST MIND YOUR OWN FUCKING BUSINESS.
God damn I’m ready to fucking...
Day 26- What you think about your friends
Oh…I think my friends are all a bunch of bitches and hoes (:
That’s why they’re my friends, DUH
I never cooked until now, just the basic scrambled eggs, sausages, grilled cheese, quesedillas, but never a full meal. I feel like a failure right now, even though this is only about cooking..but it really depresses me. I feel as if I’m not able to feed my future husband, he can cook better than me…I just want to practice cooking different meals but it’s not cheap. I can’t...
Day 25- what I would find in your bag
Uhm, earphones, perfume, gum, mints, wisps, wallet, yen wallet, chapstick, tampons, keys, (cellphone an itouch), random coins, USB, and idk what else
Day 24- A letter to your parents
Dear Mom & Dad, I’m 18 almost 19 in fact. I understand that I moved back under your roof to start school and focus on school and just redo this all over again, but once again, I am so close to being the closest thing to an adult right now, and I’m pretty positive that I am able to prioritize without fucking myself over. So just back off. But other than that, I do plan on moving...
Talked to my babylove today(: I’m happy we’re getting a legit conversation in per day, but I hope I’m not jinxing it. Oh gaah. I miss him so much. Now off to the pool, then fireworks.
Day 23- Something you crave for a lot
I crave my boyfriend a lot, but since he’s gone I get my fix by smelling his over sprayed hoodie…well it’s my hoodie, has been for over a year now. But it isn’t the first time it has been over sprayed for me to constantly smell, but this time i bundled it up, so that when I open it, it will be explosive :D
I also crave subway sandwiches. They so yummy. & Chocolate,...
I fucking love this sweet man to death.
his phone isn’t working…
meaning…no talking… I miss him so much…
Day 22- What makes you different from everyone...
Is it a bit sad that I can’t think of what makes me different from everyone else? If everyone’s so “different” from everyone else, doesn’t that make us all the same? I don’t know. I’m more jealous than your average person/girl/girlfriend. *sigh, that’s all that I got. I can’t say I have such unique traits that make me any different than anyone...
FML to the 10th power.
I’m not exactly sure how much more of long distance I can take…
With saying that, I don’t mean end the relationship itself. But how much longer I can take not being able to live with him. Back to square one. Oh joy.
I hate how when someone becomes a part of your...
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Lunch. Shower. Cupcakes. Read. Print. & If there’s time and I’m not too lazy, try and teach EJ how to ride a bike.
Oh you will be mine, I might own one of your elders first though. But baby, you will be mine. ONE.DAY.
Dear Boyfriend,
FIRST OF ALL I HATE THIS DAMN MOUSE PAD, AND I NEED A MOUSE. I JUST FUCKING TYPED A LOT AND IT ERASED IT ALL. God Damnit, let’s start this again.
Once you read this, that means you have finally gotten to the letter that tells you that I do in fact have yet another Tumblr for you to check religiously. i fucking forgot exactly what i just typed before this stupid mouse pad erased...
*driving….driving…driving..passes pet store* Me- I want a puppy Elliott- We’ll get one when we’re ready to have that responsibility. Me- My first responsibility is having to learn to keep cleaning up after you! Elliott- Haha..shh. Oh I miss him. so for now
I only have my “pets”: Ted, Amethyst, Mickey, and HoHo. haha, [babe I just named the little christmas...
I’m not saying I’m the prettiest girl in the world, nor ONE of the most decent girls in the world, BUT like everyone. I DO judge. & sometimes I’m confused. There’s this girl, I look at her pictures and not a single of her smiling. ONLY doing that stupid obvious “sexy” pout. & it’s like wtf. I see you in person, and you seriously look pretty, and I...
This isn't good.
I completely failed. I said I was going to read, but I got distracted so now I’m going to bed and just reading tomorrow [hopefully] Damnit.
Since I'll probably pass out soon.
I’ll just do this one.
Day 20- Someone you see yourself marrying/being with in the future
Well I mean, duh right? I don’t feel the need to even second guess who I’m going to marry, who I’m going to spend the rest of my life with. I wish I could do it all NOW. But knowing it’s not possible, it kills me to have to wait, to have to wait until we’re a bit...
I have to say it again,
Why are all these people my age or even younger, getting engaged?!
Day 19- Nicknames you have; why do you have them
J**- Only my family calls me that, because it’s what I’ve BEEN called since the day I was born, some family members don’t even know Josephine is my real name. Jo- I only let certain people call me this, and if you call me this and I don’t approve of it, then I’ll let you know. I don’t really like nicknames because if you’re too lazy to say Josephine...
This is NOT a goodmorning.
That’s all I need to say.
First day of class: I’m with a bunch of 2010 graduates, a retired navy guy, an airman, a filipina with a pretty thick accent, and a guy that lived in southern maryland that seems a bit intimidating. Oh joy, let’s see how my psychology class goes. I still haven’t heard a word from my boyfriend. I hope his plane didn’t crash. That would be...
I shouldn’t be putting off sleep just because I’m waiting to hear from him…
Just a few minutes early.
Day 18- Plans/dreams/goals you have My plans are to finish school. I dream about everything, I don’t think I’m able to write it all down. Goal, I would love to live with my boyfriend sometime in 2011 or 2012. That would just be great.
Day 17- Someone you would want to switch lives...
I would like to switch lives with my boyfriend for a day because I want to see how he feels about things that I would feel completely different about. I would like to see how he feels when he has to deal with me and my attitude and what not, and I would like to see what he sees and feel what it’s like to make love to me lmao.
He’s gone…
It’s pretty fucking amazing to hear my boyfriend call me “really fucking sexy” while wearing a zebra printed hello kitty thermal long sleeved shirt and blue and purple plaid booty pajama shorts, hair a hot mess and rocking the 4 eyed look (:
Love that guy so much.
Half way there.
Day 15- Put your iPod on shuffle: First 10 songs that play
1. T Shirt- Shontelle 2. Wheels- Jamie Cullum 3. Sober- Pink 4. CrushCrushCrush- Paramore 5. Love the way you lie- Eminem 6. According to you- Orianthi 7. Down(Candlelight Remix)- Jay Sean 8. Shes no you- Jesse McCartney 9. Womanizer- Britney Spears 10. Hello Seattle- Owl City
i wish they made anti-jealousy pills.
I’d go get prescribed for that shit in an instant.
So…I hate when I’m in bed all comfortable and then I have to go take a piss.
Fuuuuuck.
