IT’S NOT MY FUCKING FAULT GIRLS THINK I’M A BITCH AND I DON’T MAKE FRIENDS WITH THEM. i think it’s fucking stupid that you’re TRYING to keep me from hanging out with the ONLY friend I have here right now JUST because he’s a fucking guy and people will think the wrong thing. JUST MIND YOUR OWN FUCKING BUSINESS.
I never cooked until now, just the basic scrambled eggs, sausages, grilled cheese, quesedillas, but never a full meal.
I feel like a failure right now, even though this is only about cooking..but it really depresses me. I feel as if I’m not able to feed my future husband, he can cook better than me…I just want to practice cooking different meals but it’s not cheap. I can’t be buying ingredients all the time just to cook the proper meal…it just saddens me…I want to be able to cook well for my love.
I’m 18 almost 19 in fact. I understand that I moved back under your roof to start school and focus on school and just redo this all over again, but once again, I am so close to being the closest thing to an adult right now, and I’m pretty positive that I am able to prioritize without fucking myself over. So just back off. But other than that, I do plan on moving out once more, but this time when the time is right. That is all.
I crave my boyfriend a lot, but since he’s gone I get my fix by smelling his over sprayed hoodie…well it’s my hoodie, has been for over a year now. But it isn’t the first time it has been over sprayed for me to constantly smell, but this time i bundled it up, so that when I open it, it will be explosive :D
I also crave subway sandwiches. They so yummy. & Chocolate, always chocolate. I like chocolate.
Day 22- What makes you different from everyone else
Is it a bit sad that I can’t think of what makes me different from everyone else?
If everyone’s so “different” from everyone else, doesn’t that make us all the same? I don’t know. I’m more jealous than your average person/girl/girlfriend. *sigh, that’s all that I got. I can’t say I have such unique traits that make me any different than anyone else.
FIRST OF ALL I HATE THIS DAMN MOUSE PAD, AND I NEED A MOUSE. I JUST FUCKING TYPED A LOT AND IT ERASED IT ALL. God Damnit, let’s start this again.
Once you read this, that means you have finally gotten to the letter that tells you that I do in fact have yet another Tumblr for you to check religiously.
i fucking forgot exactly what i just typed before this stupid mouse pad erased everything.
OMG. These [almost] three months have seriously brainwashed me and erased my entire memory of all the little things that I had to deal with while we were long distance. Such as, you staying up all night/everynight playing games. But it’s not the Soggy Cracker this time, it’s ALEX. Gah, I need to adjust, adjust, adjust. I’m still happy you said goodnight to me though, regardless to the fact I thought you were ALREADY sleeping.
I’m not saying I’m the prettiest girl in the world, nor ONE of the most decent girls in the world, BUT like everyone. I DO judge. & sometimes I’m confused.
There’s this girl, I look at her pictures and not a single of her smiling. ONLY doing that stupid obvious “sexy” pout. & it’s like wtf. I see you in person, and you seriously look pretty, and I see you smiling and it’s like why don’t you show that? Why are you TRYING so hard to look so damn “sexy” in your pictures. But all in all you end up looking fucking ugly as hell..
I probably sound like a fucking lesbian after this post.
Day 20- Someone you see yourself marrying/being with in the future
Well I mean, duh right?
I don’t feel the need to even second guess who I’m going to marry, who I’m going to spend the rest of my life with. I wish I could do it all NOW. But knowing it’s not possible, it kills me to have to wait, to have to wait until we’re a bit older to handle those responsibilities. But I can’t wait until the next time I only have to say goodbye to him is when he’s off to go to TDY’s.
Okay, now I’m going to go and attempt to read a bit for Psych.
Day 17- Someone you would want to switch lives with for one day and why
I would like to switch lives with my boyfriend for a day because I want to see how he feels about things that I would feel completely different about. I would like to see how he feels when he has to deal with me and my attitude and what not, and I would like to see what he sees and feel what it’s like to make love to me lmao.
It’s pretty fucking amazing to hear my boyfriend call me “really fucking sexy” while wearing a zebra printed hello kitty thermal long sleeved shirt and blue and purple plaid booty pajama shorts, hair a hot mess and rocking the 4 eyed look (:
Love that guy so much.
Day 15- Put your iPod on shuffle: First 10 songs that play
1. T Shirt- Shontelle 2. Wheels- Jamie Cullum 3. Sober- Pink 4. CrushCrushCrush- Paramore 5. Love the way you lie- Eminem 6. According to you- Orianthi 7. Down(Candlelight Remix)- Jay Sean 8. Shes no you- Jesse McCartney 9. Womanizer- Britney Spears 10. Hello Seattle- Owl City