working at papaya makes me realize one...
- I REALLY miss having close girl friends..like, i’m to the point where I get jealous and a little sad seeing all these girlfriends having fun and shit. I miss it. and another, fucking monotonous job. seriously, i know each job is monotonous in some way or another, but this shit is just L O N G ass stages of monotony, it’s really annoying.
i think it’s a grilled cheese sammich and tomato soup kinda day for me and babes. i should make them before picking him up. yeah, i think i’ll do that. also, today is friday, tomorrow is saturday (lol, do i sound like rebecca black..) so that means i have to wear all black for work, considering the fact that i have a shit ton of black clothing, i don’t know why i’m so...
back up plan
for halloween if we don’t go out is to have a harry potter marathon, hehe
tired eyes from crying = passing out for 2 hours...
fuuh, and i had things to do…well i can still do them…but…lazy…but..i..will…do…it…somehow. i really need to find a good rhythm of when i should do housework on certain days
pancakes were a fail,
i’ll just stick to what i’m good at: crepes. hopefully the (maybe) two potato recipes I’m gonna try today are better.
jinglehimer replied to your post: FINALLY EMPLOYED AGAIN! Where at?? papaya!
FINALLY EMPLOYED AGAIN!
It’s only seasonal, but it’s way better than nothing, and at least i was forewarned about the possibility of becoming permanent if I’m a good employee and if the help is needed. Funny how I tried my best to stay away from retail, especially clothes, and I end up here. OH WELL. Sigh of relief.
helped boyfriend with his drafting homework,
dunno if it’s right, but i still feel good about it (:
it's almost 10?!
yeah i just made three posts in under a half hour or so. i’m just bored. tumblr, facebook, tumblr, facebook, youtube, tumblr. sigh. now gonna go pee then watch criminal minds. the boys are playing starcraft and they are loud. where’s my girl friends.
chelsocool replied to your post: chelsocool replied to your post: someone be nice… No.. WOW.. as in WORLD OF WARCRAFT.. hahahhaha oh…awkward.
chelsocool replied to your post: someone be nice and recommend me some computer games i could play. WOW yo, not saying like it was bad that you did, saying it because that was the first thing that popped into my head and then you said it, so i wanna hear other things too.
someone be nice and recommend me some computer...
thank you. & try to avoid SIMS if possible.
my boyfriend looks soooooo cute with his glasses...
i wish he’d wear them more often, for my benefit of being able to look at him with them on and for his benefit to make his eyes better. he also looks hella cute when he wears a hoodie, we established that i probably really like how he looks while wearing a hoodie because that’s what he always wore when we first started dating. unf.
boyfriend’s best friend is sleeping over tonight because we’re going to a drifting event tomorrow morning. soooo i’m cooking eggs, bacon, toast, and cinnamon swirl pancakes. at 4 in the morning. yay. lol, i wish i had coffee
i’m getting fat. like, the fuck. i really need to watch my calorie intake again. starting tomorrow, or today technically. …fuck…just remembered we’re making cupcakes tomorrow. WTF. & there’s still left overs from two restaurants in the fridge, as well as bistek left overs from today…shit.THIS is going to be hard.
sometimes i forget this isn’t a vacation anymore, he isn’t obligated to spend all this time with me. i already said i wasn’t going to take him from his friends, nor do i ever plan on doing so, but sometimes when you’re wanting to spend time with that other person…i guess it’s bad to assume they know what you’re thinking.
okay just spent 3 hours filling out applications,
why doesn’t anyone want me :( now i gotta go shower, do the rest of the laundry, fold the laundry, clean the living room AGAIN, and try and look for Elliott’s scarf thing. Good thing I decided not to cook today!
I hate the feeling of "earthquakes"
whether it be an ACTUAL earthquake or not. I hated always feeling like I was shaking after that earthquake in Japan. I always had to look at my one object frequently to make sure it wasn’t real or not. That feeling didn’t go away for a while. Now I’m feeling it here! I know for sure it’s not an earthquake, because I know what causes the shaking, but it still makes me go...
i still want to get a few things from MAC
but my birthday money is gone to pay my debt off to my boyfriend lol. boooooooo. maybe he’ll read this in time to get a hint of what i want for my bday. waaaaaaaait nevermind. he’s not getting me anything. we already got each other bday and anniversary gifts. damnit..
I'm not even excited.
Or happy for that matter at the moment. Birthdays don’t seem to mean shit anymore to anyone. Which is really sad considering I still WANT it to be treated as a special day regardless to my age. Why do (my) dreams have to have such a strong effect on my mood when I wake up. Hearing my boyfriend say he loves another girl in my dream makes me wake up fucking depressed. I hope I’m able...
See the dishes you need to cook with in the sink. →
Won’t eat that night. sometimes i can’t help but think this haha
miriamlayug replied to your post: My boyfriend doesn’t like spooning me 75% of the… really? that’s the only time mine is like super lovey. he always says ” babe comeon.. turn around so i can hug you.” hah lol nah he doesn’t prefer it. he’d prefer other cuddle positions. But it’s okay. He spoons me in the middle of the night anyways (: Usually wake up that way too now...
did i just apply for a gentleman's club?
How to be classy in three easy steps:
destroyedkingdom: zombieslutfromhell: what-is-this-i-dont-even: actionhank: brycelovescats: the-vashta-nerada: Open this tab. Open this tab. Open this tab. ಠ_ರೃ classy I feel like wearing a robe, smoking a pipe, and trying to seduce women to make love with me on a rug in front of a fire place. Why is that the first thing I thought. Idk, why is it that I...
My boyfriend doesn’t like spooning me 75% of the time, usually only happens in the middle of our sleep for a bit. HE likes to be spooned by me though and that happens a lot when I’m freezing my ass off. But our bed routine consists of me fixing my blanket and him fixing his blanket (yes we have two blankets lol) on himself and half on me (and yes I basically need two) then me putting...
I really want a rose gold watch. MK perhaps…but omfg they are so pretty. I know I don’t wear my baby-G often because it doesn’t match much but waaaaaaah
they said it'd take a week to get a call back.
and/or e-mail if i heard correctly, and if i also heard correctly…they’d do it regardless to if you were rejected or going to the next interview…it’s already 3 in the afternoon. i hope i get notified soon, i’m anxious even though i’m scared i’m going to be rejected.
i just got slapped in the face with an emotion. i hella miss my boyfriend right now. wtf. like i miss him as if i won’t see him for months again. like i wanna cuddle with him and play around with him again, as if i don’t do that every day now. this is fucking weird.
w.i.e.w.l.a.l.s.d.t.i.h.c.d.e >.e.v.r.o. > e.m. >.> damn
this nigga be tryin to escape and shit
time to cook one of my babe's more liked dishes.
i was going to say favorite, but i don’t think it’s a favorite
clearest-indication: She wowed everyone with her brilliant voice on Britain’s got talent. Reblog and click the picture. MOTHER FAHHH
he’s crazy, he just tried to jump (i really think he’s trying to escape) and then he fell into one of the holes he built and his bedding came flying out of his tank lmfao.