I’m here downtown…all by my lonesome. Traffic was bad but not bad enough because I got here an hour early. I can’t remember exactly where I parked…not a good feeling…I DO have an idea though. Hopefully I will find my way back. I parked across from a dirty white mark4 though. The guy was in it and I nodded and smiled hello. Now I’m at Starbucks at the bottom of this building drinking a peppermint mocha drink. Unfortunately it’s habit for me to say grande…this drink is not all good. I hate trying new things at Starbucks because it’s a waste of my money, and I just want my usual.
I woke up before 530 today, fuck I’m so tired. I’m gonna have to wake up early tomorrow too, work morning shift. Wednesday wake up early to drop babe off to school, get some sleep then we go to the commissary after he gets off work to do some regular/thanksgiving shopping. Hope there’s still enough choices for us! Then it’s thanksgiving, prolly wake up a little early to prep and start cooking or something. Hmm. Then oh dear, black Friday. I don’t even know what time I work anymore. It was 10, but there’s chances it’s gonna change since we open at midnight now -_- sucks that I live so close but I’m going to need to leave even earlier than early so I can try and find a parking lot. Id walk…but….idk. Maybe, depending on the weather. Then saturday I work at 1 I think. I don’t even remember. So much work…but I can’t complain, I enjoy work most of the time and I like finally having money.
Now today some of it is going towards this appointment, then my birth control, then parking. Then later it’s for groceries.
But yknow what, doing my makeup in my nice vanity and seeing Elliott through the mirror behind me, sleeping like a baby, it’s such a good feeling to wake up next to him every day now. I’m going to miss him a lot when he’ll be gone for 10 days. But who am I kidding, we’ve gone almost a year without seeing each other…we’ll be fine…
Not in school still cooking though, I’m a barber by trade. I still self teach myself consistently so I don’t feel like I’m wasting my time. That’s got to be nice! How about yourself what’s life got you into?
nice, i cook now too ^_^ back when i was with my parents i wasn’t motivated to cook cuz they were so picky and now that elliott is my judge, he inspires me to try a lot of new recipes. but that’s awesome that you’re teaching yourself that! respect bro. & yeah it’s been pretty nice finally being able to be with him. last time we were actually together for this long was high school lol. well i was in school for a year (last year) now that i’m here i don’t got G.I bill anymore so that’s over with for now. so i just work. sellin them clothes to the ladies LOL
had lunch in between two appointments because i had a major fail for one of them.
during lunch i commented on how weird it is that before we were just in high school not making any big decisions and now here we are sitting having lunch and trying to choose which apartment to live in. I can’t believe it. I mean, it’s just an odd feeling. but a great one at that. but now we can’t decide between two of them, and it sucks because they are both so great and we feel they may go quickly and we can’t make a decision as fast as we thought. i hope they don’t go away too fast :(
I’m going to start doing my sit ups again. & if i work night shift I’m going to TRY and not eat when I get home, and just drink tea or something if i’m hungry. also, no soda. Sigh. and i REALLY need to watch what i eat when we go out.
this all starts tomorrow, because i already had soda for lunch. that is all.
i can't begin to count the amount of times i online shop but never actually purchase, OR the amount of times i come thisclose to purchasing but stop myself because i need to save up for something bigger and better and more useful for me and my boyfriend's life.